Impish Smile

His usual impish smile. He had been around long enough that he knew all the tricks and had wept and cried enough. With curious eyes, he watched her gestures and the tension in her posture as well as her body language. He then created a world within his own mind, and in that private place, he fantasied about her. That buries his solitude for a while. Seclusion adding loneliness to his excess misery. A lonely world wherein his alone, a dream. It’s not his choice of course. He is scared to love, to tell her how much he adored her. Breathing extensively, his eyes woke and turned into sadness.

Don’t leave

Let’s defy the gravity while counting the stars
The moonlight shines over and blessed us
I’ll give you this dear diamond ring tonight
Maybe live this once in a lifetime fantasy
And leave and forget everything behind
Start this love affair as the darkness sweep
Close your eyes baby make a wish
We’re gonna celebrate this whole night
Let’s take it slow or can skip the basics
Foreplay listen to your heart as it beats
Feel me, you so belong to me
It’s so perfect here next to you baby
I’ll do everything for you just, no, don’t leave

Just take me away

I’m here once again
Knocking on your door
Oh girl answer my call
I want you to be my lady
Will you please call me
And let everyone else go
Don’t ask me to take it slow
Oh just follow my lead
Don’t be confused
Let’s take chances
Just because
We are so in love
Don’t make a pause
Just take me away

The Only Woman

Forgive her because she can’t hide her brilliance. I adore her as much as you do. As her eyes sparkle every time she smiles. Yet don’t let her innocent appearance fool you. Where every wise man took foolish ideas just to have her, and none of course worked. She’s used to that loving attention everyone offered as she can see you through and through, such cleverness of this young beautiful lady. Nevertheless, no one will ever take her place in my heart, as this lady, is the only woman I can see.

PS: Happy Birthday to me

In this realm of reality

In this realm of reality
Switching poles of negativity
Dreaming of equal entropy
Seeing human brutality
Dare to defeat every blasphemy
Marrying twisted life mystically

Scared of falling

You were so good at showing your feelings before, why not now? You’re scared. Scared of falling into a pit that can easily shatter your heart right away, like last time. You lost everything and gained nothing at all. That’s defeat you see, and everything in you was affected by that mistake. One mistake. You’ve lost faith and became doubtful, so unsure.  Okay, fine, you did your best last time, and almost every time you get away with no baggage at all but not this time, not with her. You can try to love again once more like before or you can bury yourself by not letting go of that feeling, in which something is telling me it’s the latter you’ll choose. Don’t get me wrong but just let it go, no explanations, just let it fade away. Don’t ask me how. You’re better than this and you know it. I know you caught everything I just said, as you usually did. But I can see your distrust. It wasn’t your fault really. You merely just assumed.

Happy Valentines

Happy Valentines my love
Where are you now my love
Suddenly tears began to fall
As the shadows of the past
Keep knocking on the door
Wondering what went wrong
While still dreaming of you my love
As you walked away from me
How foolishly I let you be

I fall in love

It’s time I fall in love
To you, I fell in love
Give everything and all
Knowing what to do
Leave every bitterness
Be my every bit of happiness
The best time to try
Baby I don’t want to cry
Just hold on to me tight
I’ll do this with might
Open your precious heart
Nothing will take us apart

Venus

O you Venus whom I love
My unattainable lady
Whose thy worthy I’m not
In love with such heavenly goddess
Inspired by no hidden desires
Heart craves for real emotions
Like a new engulfing addiction
All of her love only my intention