In this realm of reality

In this realm of reality
Switching poles of negativity
Dreaming of equal entropy
Seeing human brutality
Dare to defeat every blasphemy
Marrying twisted life mystically

Reality

With the reality of the situation struck him like a personal nightmare in which he may not wake up from. He was too scared to act and react. Knowing he doesn’t have any say in the matter and his feelings wouldn’t help either. He regrets the time he wasted this whole time and his lost thoughts clouded even more every tick in the clock. Just too surprised. He long yearned for her and the next hour will deliberately tell him what long distance really means. He is happy seeing her every few weeks but tomorrow, tomorrow will start a new phase in her life, ending his. The time remaining is not good enough to collect and say all the things he wants. And extending the time, of course, not possible. Her plane will leave in two hours and he still doesn’t know what to do. He is willing to wait forever, but today was full of goodbyes and fooling around.