I love you
Being imperfect or too perfect
Your strengths, Your weakness
At the right moment or the wrong moments
Sometimes you’re so sweet
Or so bitter and cold
Even insensitive
Even I’m mad sad or confused
Even we argue or we fight
I always try to find a way to understand
I will never complain
Never say goodbye
I love you
Being simply you
Your way to live
Your personality
You as a whole
I truly value
I love you

Maybe your past is so sad.,
Or too good to be just past.,
You may forget about it.,
Or treasure it as you like.,

I don’t have any regrets.,
Past is past.,
Let it be past.,
And once is enough.,

Don’t run from your past.,
Don’t forget bout your past.,
Rather learn from it.,
And Live with it.,

This is my senti-side
An unknown part of mine
All writings are from my heart
All stories are true to life

They say they know me
I’m quite sure they were just assuming
Cause if I don’t know myself
How come they say such words

I can smile and laugh
Though I’m melting inside
I pretend to be strong
Even I’m not alright

It is hard to believe
That I’m brittle and delicate
Even for myself, a fright
To know that I’m weak inside

I don’t want you to go
But if you’re hurting yourself
Just being with me
Then just go

Am I holding you too tight?
Is it to stiff?
Does it hurt you?
If yes then just go

Am I too demanding?
Too Possessive?
Too Selfish?
If yes then just go

Is my love isn’t enough to let you stay?
Is my sorry and my promise isn’t enough to let you stay?
If yes then just go

If I break your heart
Then just go
If I make you cry or sad
Then just go
If your thinking we were getting nowhere
Then just go
If you don’t love me anymore
Then just go

This is not a permission
This is a dare
A paradox should I say
I don’t want you to go

I might die if you would
Feeling of alone I feared
Please stay
I don’t want you to go

You know I love you so much
You know you’re my everything
You know you’re my one and only
I will never let you go

Love with anger
Trust with sorrow
I hate this feeling
Being rejected in all aspect
I’m making my efforts
She’s making it worthless
I’m done with my part
Initiative, do yours
She is my karma
From all the pain I’ve caused
I hope this will end
Sooner or never
I’m done praying
I said if she is the one
Then let it be
If not
Then so be it

I’m trying my best.,
To hold you tight.,
And explain to you.,
How much I love you.,
We exchange our thoughts.,
And our opinions.,
But in the end.,
I just let you deicide.,
No matter how I tried.,
To sink your ideas in my mind.,
Still no points out.,
Just remind.,
That without you in my life.,
I have no light.,
World revolves around you.,
You’re my reason to continue.,
My reason to be alive.,
So be there at my side.,

We will NEVER say goodbye
I will NEVER ever let you go
NEVER more make you cry
Because we have
A NEVER-ending love

I know you love me
I hope you do
How I wish that’s true
You made your promise
That you will always love me
That you will change
For better not for the worst
But no one else
Making me feels this
Not so much overwhelm
Flattered or what
You always say those words
You always break the rules
Times you forget about me
Times you will just don’t care
Times you just ignore
Times you’re making me feel
Worthless

We were playing this game.,
We called love.,
Holding hands.,
Hugging each other.,
Kissing one another.,
Feeling warmth side by side.,
Texting till midnight.,
Three hours on the phone.,
Simple conversations.,
We never argue.,
Until one day.,   
You realize.,
That your feelings.,
Suddenly fades.,
You’re making reasons.,
But for me.,
Any reasons.,
Will be unreasonable.,
What the heck happen.,
I miss you.,
I miss what we do.,
I miss that kind of feeling.,
Being, being in love.,