I don’t care
Whatever you will say
Cause the pain you’ve made
Force my delicate heart to break
Maybe I’m so unreasonable
Like what you’ve said
You know I just care for you
Because I love you
Is that being unreasonable for you?

My heart is numb
And I can’t shout
My mind is blank
And I can’t grasp
I’m writing everything
Can’t express
What I truly feel
I’m fainting
Hardly breathing
This is pain
Like a sting of a bee
Like I’m alone in an open sea
Be free to torture me
Feeling misery
Inflict more pain
This is like hell
Falling on an abyss
Meeting hades

Miles away
Drift us apart
I’m lost without you
Can’t bear being alone
Standing in the rain
Tears fall
Pain in the heart
My mind can’t understand
Tied destiny
Forbidden love
I thought heaven blessed us
How they refuse
Can’t permit
We are not free
Nor at liberty
Responsible we are
We know we are not wrong
This feeling so strong
Please respect our decision

I try to express my feelings through my poetic phrases and verses
Yet no one or nothing can tell
No statements or sentences can describe
Even the best wordsmith or a great wordbook can’t define
This is not just a word of mouth
This is a word made by my heart.
And a word defined by my soul
I love you

I love you
Being imperfect or too perfect
Your strengths, Your weakness
At the right moment or the wrong moments
Sometimes you’re so sweet
Or so bitter and cold
Even insensitive
Even I’m mad sad or confused
Even we argue or we fight
I always try to find a way to understand
I will never complain
Never say goodbye
I love you
Being simply you
Your way to live
Your personality
You as a whole
I truly value
I love you

Maybe your past is so sad.,
Or too good to be just past.,
You may forget about it.,
Or treasure it as you like.,

I don’t have any regrets.,
Past is past.,
Let it be past.,
And once is enough.,

Don’t run from your past.,
Don’t forget bout your past.,
Rather learn from it.,
And Live with it.,

This is my senti-side
An unknown part of mine
All writings are from my heart
All stories are true to life

They say they know me
I’m quite sure they were just assuming
Cause if I don’t know myself
How come they say such words

I can smile and laugh
Though I’m melting inside
I pretend to be strong
Even I’m not alright

It is hard to believe
That I’m brittle and delicate
Even for myself, a fright
To know that I’m weak inside

I don’t want you to go
But if you’re hurting yourself
Just being with me
Then just go

Am I holding you too tight?
Is it to stiff?
Does it hurt you?
If yes then just go

Am I too demanding?
Too Possessive?
Too Selfish?
If yes then just go

Is my love isn’t enough to let you stay?
Is my sorry and my promise isn’t enough to let you stay?
If yes then just go

If I break your heart
Then just go
If I make you cry or sad
Then just go
If your thinking we were getting nowhere
Then just go
If you don’t love me anymore
Then just go

This is not a permission
This is a dare
A paradox should I say
I don’t want you to go

I might die if you would
Feeling of alone I feared
Please stay
I don’t want you to go

You know I love you so much
You know you’re my everything
You know you’re my one and only
I will never let you go

Love with anger
Trust with sorrow
I hate this feeling
Being rejected in all aspect
I’m making my efforts
She’s making it worthless
I’m done with my part
Initiative, do yours
She is my karma
From all the pain I’ve caused
I hope this will end
Sooner or never
I’m done praying
I said if she is the one
Then let it be
If not
Then so be it