She said she wants to be alone
Her words echoed and surprised me
So I left without goodbyes
A blank mind, can’t think of anything
I’m in a middle of nowhere somewhere
A busy street even in the evening
Yet all I can hear is my heart crying
This is the time to realize everything
It’s been a year I’m running from facts
Restless heart, don’t have anything
Fool to even ask for a chance
Fooled to fell in love again
I tried everything, blinded by love
It started so easy, ending so abruptly
Longing from cuddles and sweetness
How I miss her stolen kisses
Want to go back from where it started
This boy wishes he never met you
Though honestly he thanks you
He learned honest pain
You taught him, unconditional love
Then finally, he learned to let go
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Writing
In order to write, I must collect every pain and sadness, remember every little detail from the past that will help me feel that feeling of anguish. The poem must have a significance. It must contain a certain amount of feeling so it can be verbosely translated into an art. I’m not a poet. I’m just an artistic writer. What you can read here is really a plain straight through feelings that are composed and parted line by line.
With every written entry here has its own story. Every written verse traps my soul in a time dimension. My head plays that memory frame by frame then my heart will transcend old feelings. Old stories will become today issues. Old pains will be today’s inspirations.
Twilights
A romantic affinity in sore futility
Deceived by her outer beauty
My fighting chivalry is struggling
Like a peculiar cancer-hunting
Trapped in a void of time and space
Feeling some love in confusion race
Repentance guilt shows itself in late
Caught in twilights then he ate the bait
Makapiling ka
Wala na bang puwang ang aking pag ibig
Sawi pa din hangang sa huling saglit
Sana’y di ka na lumisan pa
Ngayun ako’y nag durusa
Wala ka na bang makita pag pag asa
Walang kasing tamis pag naaalala ka
Ang ningning ng iyong mga mata
Dinarasal na muling makapiling ka
Audacity
Her ignorant audacity bluntly catches me
My sobbing theatrical written poisoned tongue
An amorous senseless healing time every day
Unconsciously inclined with despair and sadness
I then tried to deeply submerge my emotions
Vividly dramatize facial expressions
Fake smiles with repentance and defiance
Insignificant solidified revengeful reflexes
You engraved me such pseudo forever
Luckily waked up from my doomful experience
Prettier than ever
She’s prettier than ever
Wishing I could have her
An angel goes to land
A magic wand in her hand
Can’t take off my eyes
Will do everything she wants
So close yet so far
Want to hold you near
Awkwardness is what I fear
Her smile can kill
Her soul I’ll fill
Come Back
Let’s rebuild this again
As we forget all the pain
Keep the sweet memories
Continue our journey of life
A similar love we felt before
Promises that we had
Now I’m praying again
As the day turned into night
Keep this poem in your heart
Continue to live your kind of life
Similar emotions since you left
Promise me that you’ll come back
Forever
Trapped by my own delusions
Valid hatred from bitterness
Reasons I ask thinking about
Looking for hope not letting go
Salvation from this situation
On and on suffering never ends
Pretending to be alright
Will always be yours forever
Until I find you again
Make everyone acknowledge you
Make everyone acknowledge you not by your success, fame or boastfulness rather make them acknowledge you by your discipline, enthusiasm, trustworthiness and most importantly, on how you acknowledge them as well.
Don Normantico 