All I’ll ever be

I found those pictures I took
Memories I don’t want to lose
How can you easily let go of me
Now waiting for you is all I’ll ever be

Too drained

Too drained for the tears he needed to shed
His face changed from sadness to sudden rage
He was too consumed by anger just ablaze
Then he can’t blame anyone for his mistake
Wondering if everything that she said was fake
Now his verses are composed of bitterness and hate
To repent today for every action is too late

Just maybe

I ambitiously tried to change fate with faith, which I failed. For the fact that things between us will never be the same, I could ask for the unanswered questions of the past but I doubt the answer would mean much of anything. You’ve been gone for so long now and our gap widens for every text that you didn’t reply and for those calls that you didn’t answer. Everyone has a weak spot, and you were mine. Now I’m here trying to reach out to you but it seems that our paths are far thousand miles across. Maybe destiny will bring us together again. Just maybe…

Choices

Life is full of choices. Choices that we may regret, choices that we may be proud of, and for whatever reason we chose a choice, we need to live with it. No regrets. No time machines.

Be ambitious

Push your limits. Never get satisfied. Be ambitious. Don’t conform to the norm. Threaten everyone who’s on top. Work your ass off. Count every achievement and wear it with pride. Congratulate yourself. Thank everyone but never let anyone drag you. Leave the weak. Defeat the strong. Make yourself stronger. Be the strongest. Take your name to glory.

Smile

It was the kind of smile that could have meant anything, or more likely, nothing at all. That ingenious smile that she had. The ability to manipulate the people around her came easily. She had the spark in her eyes that could break anyone attention. The more you stare into her brown eyes, the more you fall into her world. You’ll see her as if she glows and lit from within. Everyone likes her, we all do. The worst part is I’m in love with her, loved her fully as a man could.

The way it feels

She didn’t say anything, no feelings, no emotions, nothing, just walked away.
I’m sorry if I’m not good enough for you, honestly, I tried to give everything, anything.
I waited, longed, believed that you’ll come back, prayed that you’ll give me another chance.
I plead, cried, weep, sob, and grief, every morning became another heartache.
It’s as if I’m cursed, ruthless, breathless, I hate the way it feels.

Come back

There’s no place for sorrows and regrets
Day by day I’m living with lies and false facts
With hypothetical hypocrisy and fallacy
Like yesterday I’m a fool with false hopes
Someday, somehow, she’ll come back

Grisly end

A confluence of events explained recklessness
Feeble attempt to catch her fickle mind
I met my grisly end and I might be wrong
Just too late to ask for forgiveness
Time frantically can’t change anything
She had the face of an innocent angel
How I miss her sweetmeats love again
Yet she defies my dearest affection once more