Separate ways

It’s a long night, rain pouring outside
Lights are off, it’s dark cold
I lie here half awake, thinking of you
I gave up everything and gained nothing
Maybe I’m trying so hard for something I cannot have
Or maybe I’m trying so hard to save what we have
Here I am, can’t move, can’t talk, can’t scream
Can I Just give up, since it hurts so bad?
I’m not that strong you know that you know everything
I have short temper, I am impulsive, and I am stupid
I am weak, barely standing in my feet
I don’t know what to do anymore
And it feels so wrong trying to hold on
Let’s just walk away, and see life in different separate ways

Separate ways

You introduced me to paradise
Then I made you my happiness, my princess
You removed all the fears and insecurities
Those smiles and laughs are the best
We made a short simple journey
Created our own history with our own smiles
We loved each other, trust one another
We are buddies, brothers, lovers
But in the end, issues arise, a taste of differences
Independent, dependent, black and white, green and red
The old days are gone, we both made our mistakes
It seems like we argue every day, we are almost strangers again
This is the toughest decision I made, you made me no choice
I’m sorry but this is not working, I can’t stay anymore
It’s not your fault, there is no one to blame
I never imagined this time will come
The time of tears and regrets
As we go our separate ways