It’s a long night, rain pouring outside
Lights are off, it’s dark cold
I lie here half awake, thinking of you
I gave up everything and gained nothing
Maybe I’m trying so hard for something I cannot have
Or maybe I’m trying so hard to save what we have
Here I am, can’t move, can’t talk, can’t scream
Can I Just give up, since it hurts so bad?
I’m not that strong you know that you know everything
I have short temper, I am impulsive, and I am stupid
I am weak, barely standing in my feet
I don’t know what to do anymore
And it feels so wrong trying to hold on
Let’s just walk away, and see life in different separate ways