I hate this emo stuff
Nostalgia hit me
It is cold and the lights are out
I, alone in my room
Perfect time, sentimental one
I’m thinking, reminiscing
All those sweet memories
Promises and vows
Problems, trials
Difficulties and arguments
We have and fight for our love
Burning ever since before
We Trust each other
Loyalty is our sole
Desire and possessiveness
Creating a barrier from breaking
Indulge with love songs
Singing together
But sometimes, however
Harmony is not there
Can’t find a melody
So we argue, small things
Maybe building blocks
To create some heartbreaking fights
Dismay and upset
Rejected calls
Ignored text messages
But we learn to give each other
Know how to say sorry
To forgive
In order to survive
To live side by side
Forever and for eternity

I’m confused, Maybe worn out
With those cold words
And plain nights
You said you don’t need me
You don’t care anymore
And don’t love me like before
All those words cant sink in
Maybe too numb to listen
Or I’m feeling so much pain
Dreaming I wish I were
Nightmare this is
Please, wake me, please

Everything is not in place
We were losing the peace
Your calling for a cease
I think your love is fading
And it drives me sick and wild
Possessive I am since the start
Paranoid and afraid to lose you
I wish I wake up soon
As a surprise, this is the reality
I try to be your everything
And take you out of self-blue
This trial froze our hearts
If this would be the end
Thank you and sorry
Pardon me for spasm of frenzy
But like you I feel pain
Woe and despair
And as I did promise
My kiss is just for you
And I’ll wait forever
Even in vain, I’ll remain.
For your love, to be again inflamed
All I want is for you to believe
All I need is you
I love you still
Forgive me for being this
I hope you can still handle me

They disallow our ardent love
Ever flaming since before
Nothing can stop us now
Nevertheless tomorrow

We were done with the trials
Adversity and a likes
See we’re still holding on
And the fire is not blown

We have a love that grows
Your my first and foremost
Our love, mine and yours
That we do truly hold

Put me in a subconscious
Take my awareness
To become numb
And to silently sob
No, don’t wipe my tears.
And I don’t need your pity
I just need you
To be with me

I don’t care
Whatever you will say
Cause the pain you’ve made
Force my delicate heart to break
Maybe I’m so unreasonable
Like what you’ve said
You know I just care for you
Because I love you
Is that being unreasonable for you?

My heart is numb
And I can’t shout
My mind is blank
And I can’t grasp
I’m writing everything
Can’t express
What I truly feel
I’m fainting
Hardly breathing
This is pain
Like a sting of a bee
Like I’m alone in an open sea
Be free to torture me
Feeling misery
Inflict more pain
This is like hell
Falling on an abyss
Meeting hades

Miles away
Drift us apart
I’m lost without you
Can’t bear being alone
Standing in the rain
Tears fall
Pain in the heart
My mind can’t understand
Tied destiny
Forbidden love
I thought heaven blessed us
How they refuse
Can’t permit
We are not free
Nor at liberty
Responsible we are
We know we are not wrong
This feeling so strong
Please respect our decision

I try to express my feelings through my poetic phrases and verses
Yet no one or nothing can tell
No statements or sentences can describe
Even the best wordsmith or a great wordbook can’t define
This is not just a word of mouth
This is a word made by my heart.
And a word defined by my soul
I love you