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I have two choice

| Don Normantico

I only have two choices, It’s either I’ll accept my defeat or I’ll exceed their expectations.

Loving you unconditionally

| Don Normantico

You choose them instead of me; I’ll then choose to hide this pain from you so that you can continue to move on, while I’m here, loving you unconditionally.

On the contrary

| Don Normantico

This pain strengthens me to try to forget about you, on the contrary, it brings me back to you.

Juliet

| Don Normantico

I’m looking for a new Juliet
A Juliet that will never leave Romeo
A Juliet that will be loyal and faithful
I’m looking for you
Be here by my side
Give me happiness
And be committed
Love me like in the books
Let’s do things like in the romantic movies
But no, oh no, this is the reality
Neither a fantasy nor a dream
But still, I’m looking for a girl
A girl like Juliet that will choose to die
Instead of giving up her love for Romeo

She left me

| Don Normantico

She left me
Without a word
Without tears
I’m alone
Curse her
For this pain, I’m suffering
For all the sweet memories she made
Let this be my last poem for her
A poem that will never be forgotten
Feel my suffering and repentance
Feel all the lost love
My burning desire to get her back
She does this
Everything is ruined
I’m shock
Deeply wounded
Don’t have time to retaliate
Well, I don’t have a choice
I’ll move on and leave everything
Hoping that happiness will come along
After all, she’s not here anymore

I’m in tears

| Don Normantico

You asked me to let go
You asked for this
You should be happy now
While I’m in tears

The gunshot ends it all

| Don Normantico

I’m dreaming
I know I am
Wake me, please
Knock me from this sleep
Kiss me like your prince charming
Maybe your kiss will be the key
To wake me from this nightmare craze
I can feel my heart burning
And the cold night outside
Slowly my body temperature is rising
Then suddenly, I’m all cold, chills
Grasping for all air I can suck in
Feeling a terrible pain, everywhere
I can’t see a thing, delusional, irrational
I’m caught, and deeply wounded
Each drop of blood contains anger and confusion
That’s right, all I can feel is anger and confusion
Wait, I’m not dreaming
Maybe this is my subconscious state
After pointing that gun to my head
After that loud, ear-shattering gunshot
I’m not dreaming, I thought I am
But now, how I wished this is just a dream
A dream that I can wake up from
Instead of facing the reality
The gunshot ends it all

Valentine

| Don Normantico

I thought you will always be my valentine
Until now, here, standing
Confused and empty
Looking for you
Searching for your love
Surprisingly, I’m alone, on my own
I’m waiting here for days
At disarray, just listening to our favorite song
Praying you will just appear
And tell me you missed me
On the contrary, you told me that
Everything that I do is all bad
And I can’t understand that fact, I hate it
I know to tell you I love you
Won’t make you stay
So I’ll just drop and say
Happy Valentines,
My so-called valentine

Forget it all

| Don Normantico

This is what I have feared
All of my love suddenly turned
Turned away from you
Enraged, angry and furious
After seeing a page or two
After seeing that all that we have
All that we shared, all that we built
Ruined, destroyed and disregarded
I have regrets. Plenty of them
I regret giving too much
I regret leaning so much
And I regret loving you and all
I also have lots of questions
But I know answers don’t matter anymore
What matters is, we know that even not talking
We were sad, mad, exhausted,
Tired, depressed, and confused
We failed. We tried. But we failed
We love. We did. It turned to hate
We try to forgive. We try to forget
We are trying to accept it all
We are trying to move on
And we are doing our best to forget it all.