You can easily capture
Even secure my trust
But once you’ve lost it
It will be gone forever
And there are only a few
Few people from my back
Who I truly trust
Appreciated and love
And for those who I doubt
They will be kicked from my mind
And will be killed in my heart
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As I met you
As the moon meets the sun
As we get happy and well
As we are united and one
As my lips meet hers
As our bodies touch
As we face our problems
As they forbid her to love me
As they force us to leave
As we overcome them
As we face our trials
As we broke our hearts
As we failed our promises
As I oblige you to
As we get tired to fight
As we get sick to argue
As we lose our faith
As you say goodbye
As I say my honest apologies
As you say you don’t trust me
As we separate
As I reminisce
As my last tears from the sky
As you make me lonely
As you leave me alone
As you let me go
Too naïve
I’m too naive to listen
So numb to love again
Very hurt to trust more
Pardon me for getting tired
I’m sick and so disappointed
From all your broken promises
I’m listening to your lies
Don’t you throw blame
Ask yourself from within
I don’t know what to do
Asking for help, oh lord
Praying to get answers
You can’t complain about how
Cause you know why
You were part of this
I wish I were strong enough
To turn and let you go
I’m going crazy boo
Help me to open my eyes/ears
Help me to clear my mind
Help me to unlock my heart
Disappointed
Disappointed with you
Saying I’m used to this
But truly just getting sick
Suffering and pain
And I’ll wait in vain
Anticipating you’ll change
Day by day, we argue
Getting tired throughout
Still hoping it will work out
Forever and for eternity.
I hate this emo stuff
Nostalgia hit me
It is cold and the lights are out
I, alone in my room
Perfect time, sentimental one
I’m thinking, reminiscing
All those sweet memories
Promises and vows
Problems, trials
Difficulties and arguments
We have and fight for our love
Burning ever since before
We Trust each other
Loyalty is our sole
Desire and possessiveness
Creating a barrier from breaking
Indulge with love songs
Singing together
But sometimes, however
Harmony is not there
Can’t find a melody
So we argue, small things
Maybe building blocks
To create some heartbreaking fights
Dismay and upset
Rejected calls
Ignored text messages
But we learn to give each other
Know how to say sorry
To forgive
In order to survive
To live side by side
Forever and for eternity
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I’m confused, Maybe worn out
With those cold words
And plain nights
You said you don’t need me
You don’t care anymore
And don’t love me like before
All those words cant sink in
Maybe too numb to listen
Or I’m feeling so much pain
Dreaming I wish I were
Nightmare this is
Please, wake me, please
I love you still
Everything is not in place
We were losing the peace
Your calling for a cease
I think your love is fading
And it drives me sick and wild
Possessive I am since the start
Paranoid and afraid to lose you
I wish I wake up soon
As a surprise, this is the reality
I try to be your everything
And take you out of self-blue
This trial froze our hearts
If this would be the end
Thank you and sorry
Pardon me for spasm of frenzy
But like you I feel pain
Woe and despair
And as I did promise
My kiss is just for you
And I’ll wait forever
Even in vain, I’ll remain.
For your love, to be again inflamed
All I want is for you to believe
All I need is you
I love you still
Forgive me for being this
I hope you can still handle me
Ardent Love
They disallow our ardent love
Ever flaming since before
Nothing can stop us now
Nevertheless tomorrow
We were done with the trials
Adversity and a likes
See we’re still holding on
And the fire is not blown
We have a love that grows
Your my first and foremost
Our love, mine and yours
That we do truly hold
Subconscious
Put me in a subconscious
Take my awareness
To become numb
And to silently sob
No, don’t wipe my tears.
And I don’t need your pity
I just need you
To be with me