I’d never imagined that this day will come
The person that I once loved was gone
She left a permanent scar carved in my heart
Bloodish red pouring out of my chest
Can you imagine how painful it seems?
For you my biggest failure and my biggest mistake
Former lovers, now we are just strangers
Strangled by our own twisted fate
Walking away forgetting the story
The love that once we shared
Hands that before intertwined
Now I’m all alone it’s hard to stand
Yet it seems that fate brings me back to you
It isn’t goodbye that makes us strangers
Neither that hurtful pain, anguish nor loneliness
It’s the scary thought of falling in love with you again
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Tragic ending
I kissed her forehead in the middle of the night
Blue moon covered by the clouds hides in our sight
Darkness envelopes our evening in this hilltop
Far away we can see the city’s skyscraper lights
In front of me, my beloved love stared back to my eyes
A young lovely lady wearing a nobly white dress
I, a simple man longing for such love I feel so blessed
Then the cold winter air gently touched our foreskins
I felt someone’s presence it must be God’s watching
She grabbed my hand, then she tried to whisper something
I brushed her hair but I can’t hear what she is trying to say
So I stepped forward but then her hands pushed me away
Her eyes looking at me as if she’s saying her goodbyes
As I tried to dwell with the situation my heart cries
She breached my emotional mind where the truth lies
Sadly it strikes me that you’re satisfied with me not arguing
She then started to walk away with no thoughts of staying
I watched her until the horizon swallows her shadows fading
No one will notice that this story ends with such a tragic ending
Conquered
She came into my life. She saw my weaknesses. Then she conquered my heart.
I came into her life. I saw her smile. Then I tried to enter her heart.
We both fell. Saw forever. But we ended up with broken hearts.
Ewan
Gusto kita
Nagulat ka ba?
Iiwas ka na?
Galit ka?
Matutuwa ka ba?
Anong mangyayari sa atin dalawa?
Magiiba na ba ang tingin mo skin?
Kasalanan ko ba?
Kasalanan mo ba?
Anong gagawin natin ngayun ha?
May naiisip ka ba?
May plano ka na?
Anu kayang sasabihin nila?
Magagalit ba sila sa akin?
Hindi ko naman alam na mag kakaganto
Alam kong hindi mo din alam to
O napansin mo na?
Pinapahalata ko naman talaga
Kaso natatakot ako
Ayokong masayang ang pagkakaibigan natin
Ayokong mawala ka sa tabi ko
Sayang naman ang pinag samahan natin
Iiwas na ba ako?
Ay nako
Ewan ko ba
Ewan ko lang talaga
Biglang
Ikaw, pwede mo bang basahin ang blog ko?
Ikaw lang ang laman nito, hindi mo ba naalala?
Ang mga panahon na tayo’y masaya?
Yung mga panahon na laging tayong nagkikita
Magkasama, magkakwentuhan, nag kukulitan
Kasama ang mga kaibigan mo, mga tropa ko
Inaasar nila tayo, napapangiti kita,
Masaya tayong dalawa, kaso biglang dumating siya
THESIS TIPS
1. Wag masyadong mayabang sa thesis kasi lalo kang dudurugin. pag tinanung ang functions wag mong sabihin lahat. ( kung hindi ka naman grade conscious ) pag binangit mo lahat ng alam mo yari ka kasi hindi yun ang itatanung sayo. mawawalan ka ng pang change topic.
2. Tamang sagot lang. pag pina elaborate. tsaka mo lang ielaborate. ang pag eelaborate e parang programming. if gnyan ganto. again. wag mong kukumpletuhin ang sagot mo. ikaw din. :))
3. Pag nag tagalog ang panel mag tagalog ka na. pag umenglish. tagalog pa din.
4. Eye contact. kung hindi kaya, tumingin ka sa laptop at magtuturo turo sa screen.
5. Pag hindi mo alam ang sagot. dapat may senyasan na kayo ng mga kagrupo mo or pakiramdaman na lang
6. Pag hindi niyo alam ng mga kasama mo ang sagot. wag kang mag panik. ibigay mo ang opinyon mo ng hindi straight to the point. ex. “sa bandang anu po yun” “i think” “i believe” mga ganyan. wag isure. pag mali sagot mo. sorry ka na lang. more or less sila mag tuturo sayo ng sagot.
7. ANG PINAKA HULING ALAS. “Sir/Maam idadagdag na lang po namin sa recommendation” isang beses mo lang pwedeng gamitin. bawat sabi mo niyan -1 sa grade mo.
8. Hindi masyadong technical/codes ang mga tanong ( sa panel namin at sa iba din pwera lang sa #9 ) anung kayang gawin ng admin. user. pinag kaiba nila. panu pumunta sa. anung mangyayari pag. paano pag. in short. aralin ang UI. wag masyado sa docu.
9. Si sir L^* lang mahilig mag technical nung time namin. malas mo. mag orasyon muna bago defense.
10. Mag dasal. dumaan sa chapel.
Own
I don’t need any opportunities, I will create my own. I don’t need any inspirations, I have my own will and passion.
Faint Smile
I still have that faint smile when I reminisce our days
It is like a dream, it happened so fast and did not last
Look straight into my eyes, you’ll see my blazing love
Listen to my loud heartbeat as it cries over you
I want you back here in my arms, I’m longing for you
Oh Baby why leave me into such misery
Despite all the pain, my love for you stays the same
21 Years of Age
It is a fast-paced life, things are happening so fast. The truth is this is not how I anticipated my life and to be honest enough, my life now is more than I imagined. Thank God, my mom, and my friends for bringing out the best in me. I mean it. I never imagined my life to be this good. My mom always said that I’m a lucky person, and I’m lucky indeed. Opportunity knocks on my door every time that I lost my way. Funny enough I’m scared, thinking I’m living my life too easy, too easy to be branded unfair, and I’m afraid I might lose everything if I mess up. Its 50% luck, another 50% for will and skill. Life gave me simple opportunities to see the true value of life and I’m happy to say that I don’t regret anything. I’m ready for any challenge life has to offer.
I can’t think of anything different from my youth up to this time. My passions now are still the same passions I had when I was a child. I’m now 21 years of age. Nothing’s different except that I’m more proud. I love my life. I love how I lived my life and I will continue to live my life this way.
Don Normantico 